Stupid Hurts

And then the drugs kicked in…….again

My last conversation with my doctor was about my options to resolve the issues with my seizures. Unfortunately they all will result in further memory loss and odds and a personalty change. Knowing that has kinda made all the other things that people have been hounding me with lately seem a bit petty and trivial. I am still having to wrap my mind around the fact that odds are I am signing up to wake up a totally different person. It was hard to lose a chunk of my memory once. Kinda like suicide for beginners

Not that I have forgotten about [tag]StupidHurts[/tag] lately or anything, but I have been battling with a massive case of writer’s block coupled with a foolishly [tag]busy[/tag] schedule. Most of my time [tag]online[/tag] lately has been doing research and planning for my trip to [tag]Europe[/tag] as well as studying the things I need to know for my job at the bike shop. On a really cool note I recently found out about a discount airline operating out of [tag]Canada[/tag] which might pose and interesting option for crossing the pond really cheaply. Plus it would be an excuse to hang out in [tag]Toronto[/tag] for a few days. I have been a bit curious about the [tag]bicycling[/tag] [tag]culture[/tag] there for some time.

Lastly after four months and lots of people telling me I should give up, I finally finished [tag]Steinbeck[/tag]’s novel “[tag]The Grapes of Wrath[/tag]” I hadn’t realized until the end just how much of an emotional toll that book can take on you. Even if you are an outside and casual observer of the events in the beginning, by the end you feel like you should have been there shovel in hand fighting the flood waters along with everyone else. It isn’t to often you can have a book abuse you and feel better for it afterward.

Oh and my camera finally took its final shit on me, so no new pictures for a bit